It is impossible to decipher what reality is. Everything known to one individual, everything experienced by one individual, has been bent through the prism of consciousness. The processing of information automatically taints truth in the sense that we cannot comprehend truth beyond what is grounded in human understanding.
There is, somewhere, a greater truth. A truth that we cannot fathom, a truth that we cannot wrap ourselves around in order to analyze or discuss. Its just out there.
And I wonder how close I can get to it, how close can i come to the theoretical, physical, and mental boundaries of human capability. But, sometimes I don't know how begin. Perhaps my mind can take me there, but that seems counterintuitive.
I try to feel it I suppose. I try to sense all that is around me, all of my environment. How does one feel tangibility? I don't know, honestly. I just try to let everything around me soak into consciousness. I try to feel it for what it is, what is behind what I can perceive.
Reality is truly individual to each person, because each person deciphers and associates things differently. It is just all our understandings are grounded in human boundaries. Truth is a greater understanding of the universe, on a complete dimension we cannot understand.
Perhaps science and mathematics have shed lights on dimensions such as these; it sounds ridiculous, but i feel like perhaps they know what it is on a scientific level, but perhaps this level of understanding that I am implying is more of a philosophical understanding of such a realm.
Just trying to map the psyche and beyond.
